
As a suburban geisha, I pursue the fine art of the perfect peanut butter & jelly
sandwich to please my clients. I move about the room as a butterfly does on the
breeze as I gently pick up discarded socks and crumpled school papers. Rather
than silk flowers in my hair, my clients prefer my choice of Legos and Barbie
appendages to decorate my coif. Although I am rendered to perform my duties in
the suburbs, exclusively to three stringent clients, I strive to create an
atmosphere of art and creativity in everything I do for them and for myself. As
a suburban geisha, I live my life as a moving work of art.
I’m hoping to win a coveted spot at Phoot Camp, an invite only creative workshop for photographers hosted by Laura Brunow Miner, founder of Pictory. This year’s event will be held in Marfa, Texas. To enter, I had to create a self portrait and a story to go along with the photo. I came up with the concept of Suburban Geisha as a reminder to myself that I am an artist, no mater where I am in life or geography.
A quote from the first of the Letters to a Young Poet by Ranier Maria Rilke has always stood out for me:
“…ask yourself in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into
yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet
this solemn question with a strong, simple “I must,” then build your life in
accordance with this necessity; your whole life, even into its humblest and most
indifferent hour, must become a sign and witness to this impulse.”
I replace the word “write” in the first sentence with “create.” I can’t imagine my life without the freedom I’ve had to create. I simply must.
And with that impulse, I created this suburban geisha.